“I’ve thought about it too,”Lu man smiled mischievously and agreed with Gu Xin. “But deep down, I still want to have a girl because Mo Xiuyuan likes it.”
“You’re useless,”Gu Xin gently stroked lu man’s lower abdomen again and put her clothes down. She said disdainfully, “A woman who is in love is simply hopeless.”
“You have the nerve to say that about me? !”Lu Man raised her eyebrows. “I don’t know who has been madly in love all these years.”
“That was in the past. I feel like I’ve matured now.”
“Really? Tell me about it.”
“For example, I resolutely rejected Zhai Yi’s premarital sex,”Gu Xin said word by word. “I’m living at my father’s place now. Zhai Yi and I are still innocent.”
“It’s rare.”
“I also think it’s rare. Sometimes, when I see Zhai Yi’s discontented expression, I feel that I’ve gone too far. In the past, Zhai Yi and I almost got into a fight many times because of an agreement between Zhai Yi and his father. Now, Zhai Yi has made up his mind to give up such an important share for me. I even pushed him away. I really feel that I’m too pretentious,”Gu Xin said, then she sighed. “But… I suddenly don’t want to do it anymore.”
“Gu Xin, have you ever thought about why you and Zhai Yi are together?”
“I have. There will definitely be feelings. After so many years, do you believe me when I say that Zhai Yi and I suddenly don’t have any feelings anymore?”Gu Xin asked Lu Man.
Lu Man shook her head.
She really did not believe it.
After so many years, Gu Xin had never thought that Zhai Yi had done anything evil to her. She had never thought that she would not love him.
It was unlike how she had treated Wen Yun back then.
That was because she had experienced the price of death before turning back and starting over.
“But I have to admit that I’m not as anxious about Zhai Yi as I used to be,”Gu Xin said as she looked at Lu Manman, “I’ve said a lot of impulsive things, but I’ve really lost a lot of them. I’ve already forgotten how I felt when I was with him back then. I always felt that it was very dull. “Do you think that I’ve gone straight from love to familial love? Don’t you think that after marriage, the relationship will slowly change? There will be less passion, but there will be more peace of mind?
“I don’t know.”Lu Man shook her head.
At least in her previous life and this life, her manager’s marriage had not reached that stage yet.
Gu Xin took a deep breath and said, “Forget it. We’ll cross that bridge when we come to it. No matter what, I remember that I’m going to spend the rest of my life with Zhai Yi. I Won’t reject it at all. That’s enough.”
“I didn’t expect you to be able to make do like this.”
“Does this mean that I’ve matured a lot?”Gu Xin suddenly smiled and asked.
“How much do you want to mature?”Lu man frowned and always talked about maturity. “Didn’t you always say that you’re still young?”
“Yes, I don’t understand why I suddenly want to grow up so urgently.”. “During this period of time, I’ve been working because the television station is a little busy. Apart from our reality show, my dad is preparing to launch a few other new shows. Right now, he’s planning all sorts of projects and is extremely busy. I could have gotten off work early, but I forced myself to blend in and slowly got used to working at this pace,”Gu Xin sighed, “I’m guessing that I’m someone who likes to be abused!”
“Come on, you’re just running away,”Lu man hit the nail on the head.
Gu Xin looked at Lu Man Man.
“You don’t even want to think about the relationship between you and Zhai Yi, so you’re using your job to stop yourself from thinking too much. You’re planning to remain ignorant until you get married, and then everything will fall into place, right?”